So, what now.

Listen...
Can't count on you most of all when I really need it
It's the simple things that you do, really hurt my feelings
The more I try, the more I'm starting to see it
This can't work anymore, than you believe it

Goodbye may come as a shock
Even though I love you a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you just gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

Listen...

I just don't know what the problem is, what the deal is
Was I there too much, did I move too fast, I couldn't see it?
All these promises are probably how you deal with it
I'm tired of hearing you say your innocent
Don't think I forgot

Because I really didn't care if you're lying a lot
I've given every breath I've got
Sometimes you gotta break down and breathe

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

We all make mistakes
Sometimes we do desperate things
What does it prove? Nothing.
And you never do nothing wrong

Then what took you so long, took you so long
Cuz I keep, keep hanging on, keep, keep hanging on

And how many times I gave my heart
To how many times we fell apart
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

And how many times I gave you me
Divided by so many memories
And it equals
A promise in the dark
So don't promise me

So don't promise me
So don't promise me

out with G.

Outing with Gatria was fun, I kept on irritating her with -. hohoho, no, its not yogurt.
Ohyah, I call Gatria's bf Yogurt, cus Yopi sounds sooooo.. idk. hahaha.

I slept at 5 the other night, so I was realllll sleepy, and some people had to wake me up at 9.

*kening naik-naik*

So, I met her at 11. Yes, we met that early.

I was being reallll careful to not lose my way to KFC.

So, met Gatria. After town, met Qzai and Lydia.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, such love. hahaha.

Anyway, I told Shafiq I'll get him a mickey mouse pencil case. haha, he told me to post this.

Yes, he's an idiot.

Anyway, it's 3 in the morning and I'm hungry but I'm so scared to go out.

:/ yes i'm a scaredy cat.

School's starting tomorrow, and my homework's are not done yet. I was soooo semangat at first I swear! But i think i got tired and i chose tv/laptop over it.

I am procastinating, but hey everyone does it right?! haha, you're a liar if you say you're not.

And I don't even know if I can wake up on Monday, considering that it is Monday, and a school day at that.

But I miss school(wait, no i dont)

I have sooooooooooo many things to update about, but so little time.

haha, cliche, aint it?

(oh and all pictures at multiply please^^)

Sister's outing.

I went out with Kakak a few days back. k fine last week(considering today is Sunday already),
to town.
The original plan was to go to Hortpark then to Henderson Waves then to Vivo/Town to catch a movie, then shopping.
hahaha, but tk menjadi, in other words, it was cancelled.
cus,

1)we were tired.
2)it was so hot.Nabeelah and Nadiah were giving us wrong directions.
3)The both of them said it would be (very)dark when we reach henderson waves considering that it was close to 2pm already.

So, we kinda got stuck at Queensway cus it was 2pm and we were planning to reach town around 6 or 7.
I kinda felt guilty cos kakak woke up at 10 just for HortPark and I was the one supposed to be leading us two to HortPark.
I am never good with directions, seriously.
:(

k, so anyway we ended up at Anchor Point when I saw this bag. omg, i totally fell in love with it. I'm buying it soon. hohoho.

So, we walked around there and decided to have our lunch at Coffee Club at Town.
the cake was good. and plus, my drink was healthy. the or-mango milkshake or whatever you call it. aaaaaahhhhh, heaven.

We went to buy tickets after that(the 10pm slot), Transformers, and it was a.m.a.z.i.n.g. Seriously, I mean you should've known that by now, right? haha.

Okay, then we went to Far East, after buying tickets then we walked alllllllll the way back to

Heeren to eat our dinner. Thai Express for dinner. My fried rice was *drools* hahah.

The Avocado Juice tasted like Green Apple but Kakak disagreed with me.


Kakak's.

Mine.

K, then Transformers. Then, cabbed home. Ahhhhhhhh, nice.

Had a good day out with Kakak overall. Let's do another sister's outing again (L) now with abang, k no then that would be called a siblings outing eh? haha, but abang is in ns now and when he comes home, he'll go out with his friends/gf idontknowwwwwwwwww.

Lydia said..

"love is when he is there. when you need him, all the time.

he makes you feel safe, then you feel love.

when he always have time for you, time to spend with each other"

:(

should i?

Park, Suntec, AYG.

On Wednesday,
after our (last)training, I went to Central Park with the netballers to meet Zamirah. hoho.
We were very crazyyyyyyyyy. Nadiah and Zamirah wanted to eat at LJS before
going Central Park first, so we headed to LJS. The rest of us(Nabeelah Shiqin and I), didn't eat cus we went to PD already.
but seriously, LJS was tempting me.
:(

After LJS, was to MacDonalds cus me and Nabeelah wanted to try the milo mcflurry so badly.
hohoho, finally got to taste it and at first it tasted like milo basi. but then eventually the taste got better of course, if not i will dump it in the dustbin already.
I thought it would be reallllllllly nice, but then i still think McFlurry Mudpie was better.

So, anw after that was finally Central Park and it was scorching hot and there were alot of ants.
But it was all worth it cus we had alot of fun! hohoho.
Pictures at multiply lol.

On Thursday,
I went to Suntec with Zul and Isk to upgrade the iphone since baby wasn't free. My two stmf-s(HAHAHA).
It was actually a wasted trip cus we found out that the upgrading can be done at home with itunes.
WASTE MY EZLINK FARE, im not using concession for holidays btw.

K, so first we went to Suntec and we didn't know where the hell the shop was so we trained to Far East first to not waste time cus i had to wait for my sister to call me so i can ask her where the shop is exactly located at Suntec.

At Far East, Zul was meddling with the iphone till it was lockdown or what (idontknow), so me and Isk were figuring out the password.
Zul was looking all scared and i was looking all nak-dekat-nanges and pissed off. hahahaha.
But the calm isk had to ONLY click that exit button and everything was alright again.
-.-

so yay for isk! but he was also being so irritating to disturb us about our faces and all. hahaha.

Then, we trained to Suntec again since I received my sister's call. and that was when we got to know that the upgrading can be done at home etc etc.
:( ezlink fare wasted.

So, overall had fun with the 2.
:D

On Friday,
School with Nabeelah just to get the AYG shirt which is seriously not nice.
Then, I met baby for awhile.
And then, I had to rush home because I had to do popiah and roti kirais. haha.
It was funnnnnnnn. And abang came home(finally).

On Saturday,
AYG was boring.
:( Nabeelah and I had nothing to do cus everyone would have to go on the front
and we were at the back row standing and the staircase leading to our space was closed.
And we had to watch the soccer match against Korea and Thailand.
Korea won, 3-2.
I was betting on Thailand to win, sheesh.
AND THE LUNCH WAS NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (Y).
If I had the time to eat another packet, I would.
But I at least need 1 hour to digest everything before eating again.
:( wasted.

So, after that, me, Nabeelah, Shiqin and baby went to MacDonalds to eat our dinner.

And both of the went home, so baby and I had a heart-to-heart talk.

So, I'm proud of you baby, for telling me.

and im sorry.

Soooooo, blogging is done. Homework is waiting, letter to write.

K, done.

Syg Amir<3

I AM SO SORRY.
:(

update tomorrow! seriously. hoho.
i'll update about all the fun i had with the girls and my stmf-s and today.

aaaaaaaahhhhhhh please pray hard for me that tomorrow will be fun because as far as I know, AYG is never fun:(

kk i miss bf as always.

babyyyyyyy da rindu
:(

im going out with the 2 today.

i miss amir:(

colourful suprise.

hahaahah. hardore homework-doing session turned into hardcore laughing session instead.
I discovered that i can never study in the library.

then before that, i was late for training. i woke up late cus nabeelah also woke up late when she was supposed to give me a wake-up sms to me(yeah we do that sometimes), so i woke up at 745 instead of 630 so i ended up running here and there and missing the bus.
:(

met baby after that and god i miss him. talked to him about all the stuff thats going on right now. hoho, syg amirrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. im still waiting for my colourful surprise though. ♥

(did i mention i luv my digi cam! yes i do)

and actually i am supposed to go to the gym with Zul and Isk tomorrow but I'm so berfeeling-feeling nak kemas rumah and buat hmwk and all that, so im sorry you guyssssssssss.
Next time ok?

&I cant believe this is the third week of the holiday already. 1 and a half more weeks more and i'm off packing my books and going to school and racking my brains to solve math equations.
:(

Ahhhhhh, so meanwhile. Let's enjoy lifeeeeeeeeee.

Sunday post.

Baby, i'm so sorry. I'll tell you everything when we meet up k.

You've been getting the cold shoulder from me since forever, and im really sorry and i can really

see you being sad all the time.

Oh gosh, nvm. We'll meet up soon ok.

Love you syg.

Oh, on a lighter note.

I watched MTV Movie Awards today and I swear i thought eminem was black.

Call me slow but i really thought he was black!

And I was left at home alone, doing my pathetic english hmwk(which i didn't even finish because the first passage was already boring). It was about the Hiroshima bombings, imagine.

-.- i dont even know why i chose History as my Elective Humanities.

I fail in almost every class test and I got an E8/F9 for Mid-Year in History.

:(

Kk, tomorrow(as in today cus its like 1am) there's training and I dont want training cus there will be coach and everyone knows i hate coach. When can I ever like her manxzxzx?!

hahaha. soon soon.

After training, will be heading down to the library(maybe) for some hardcore homework-doing with nabeelah cus i seriously have only 14 days to complete 8 worksheets and 2 magazines.

Or, if the plan fails, i'll just go home and on my laptop and chat you know the usual thing that teenagers do when they're bored at home.

Afterall, home is heaven. haha.

EH AND BTW, twitter is getting fun! I follow people people follow me. haha, all thanks to Syafiah cus she helped me like a hell lot getting started. Thanks, sygggggggggg. Be back soon ok. Imy.

haha anw, late midnight chats with Shafiq are nice (Y)<<(disposable thumbs)

from AYG to Sentosa to NS to Amir to movies to Black Years to MTV to everything.

hohoho. no, not exactly. he still sucks cos he calls me loser/monktle(monkey+turtle) all the time. demoralising much.

I miss Syafiah, Lydia, Ayu, Gatria, Nazurah, Izzah, Allisa and almost everyone at school that i don't even know.

Nvm, 14 more days till school reopens. But i'm still not ready for a busy school term(yet again).

K so im aiming to watch Whose Line Is It Anyway because everyone claims that it's nice and almost everyone of them is addicted to it. So, 5pm tomorrow! I have a date with Star World.

:D

I want to watch The Notebook cus the first half of the movie seems so nice but the player had to be bitchy! I guess only MegaVideo wants to co-operate with me. Nvm, gonna try my luck tomorrow or any other free days I have cus I've yet to watch the Unborn CD that I borrowed from Syafiah.

I am so.. running out of time. haha.

kk going now. byebyebye lovelies.

YESTERDAY WAS 13TH JUNE!

haha, happy 15th babyyyyy.

syg amir<3

Zul.

Yesterday, I went out with Zul! Yay, he took me to JP for Famous Amos and Marina Square and Raffles CityLink Mall and Suntec Convention Centre and GekPoh.

Mission accomplished, and i super love yesterday! =D
Thankyou thankyou thankyou Zul, for the famous amos. hohoho.



Yay to Zul! hahaha.

lots of things to update about. soon enough.

love all the ones that make me happy.

life is perfect now.

<3

Having someone that makes sure you don't cry in the middle of the night,

and try to make you feel as if you're everything to them,

and try to cheer you up in any way as possible,

is just so good to know.

(:

I'm having a bad day laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa wtf.

pleasepleasepleaseplease, let me...

1. Gym

omg i have so many things to update about!
Gym, AYG, ECP, Punggol, Sentosa. hahaha.

k first Gym was extremely fun! I met up with Nabeelah and we ate at MacDonald's at GekPoh.

I was seriously full after eating the burger that I had to force myself to eat fries. Imagine.

:(

So, gym after that. The threadmill was seriously killing me lah.

To JP to get Double Chocolate Frappe after that, and met up with Shiqin, Pipe, Syaz and Fatin.

Crapped for awhile, and since I was like tired i didn't talk much. hohoho.

then went homeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

k that was a Friday.

The next day was AYG. hahaha, the whole thing was pretty boring. hahaha, but we were all so hyper and energetic.

I was paired up with Nabeelah and we were like thirsty throughout the wholeeeeeeeeeeee thing,

but we didn't have money with us, since we spent like our whole allowance for the day.

I spent like $6.30 on a pathetic Big Breakfast which was like equivalent to one double cheeseburger.

Seriously, the breakfast broke my heart.

:(

K, so we went to VJC and it was seriously tkde keje nye tempat we just watched the first half of a soccer match.

Then after that, I had to rush home to go to ECP. which actually I can just cross a bridge from VJC, but then I didn't know how to walk to the bridge, so i took the bus back to school and home so i could go with my parents. hohoho.

Gossip session in the bus back to school with Nabeelah was just awesome.

So, I had to rush back home and get dressed to ECP after that then we found out that they booked the pits at a wrong date so we rushed to Punggol to dig a hole and put charcoal in there and bbq the food. There was alot of mosquitos, and I was so tired cus i've been sleeping at 3 or 4 in the morning cus i was either texting or chatting with hahahaha gossipers(lol!).

k done done done! summary of gym, AYG, ECP and Punggol. yay! like finally.

pictures of the ECP/Punggol trip is at multiply(going to), but the sentosa pictures are up! and its like 700+ pictures, so happy browsing through!

Update of sentosa trip like.. next time. hoho. bye!

Although im like 72 hours late, I still want to wish isk a happy birthday!

hahah, 15 already. Please buat ape2 yang patot. hahaha.

yesterday and friday was funfunfun!

Update soon!

Tired, been sleeping at 3 lately.

i miss my nenek all of a sudden.

its going to be 1 in the morning, and im texting baby and im still not sleepy and gym tomorrow, no.. today, 11 more hours to go till fats are burnt.

omg abang is in ns alreadyyyyyyyyyy. hohoho, i think dad forgot to write the motivational words in the letter inside the envelope. i wanted to write something too! but i had no chance to ask dad.
k nvm, abang is calling later at 9.30pm. lol.

& i thought everything was going to end like before 12, but it ended like 4 so i couldn't meet up with zul to get our famous amos. omg sorry zul, next week ok next week. hohoho.

then kakak went to esplanade with her friend. and i followed mum and dad to Giant first.
then we went to expo! first thing was i yelled "OMG SALEEEEEEEEEE" in the car, so i dragged mum to the ladiess section and we browsed through a hell lot of things. lol.
i even bought socks on impulse. imagine -.-
so i forgot to buy shorts. and im still not satisfied. we rushed most of the time, cos we wanted to be home just in time to watch Suci. we didn't even make it wth.
we even ate satay at Adam Road.

&speaking of food, i've been eating alot this past few days.
I feel fat already, kill me.
:(

oh btw, gym tomorrow with nabeelah! and next friday(hopefully) with mommaaaaa. haha.
haahaha, she's malu to go to the gym wth.
she's scared that people might wonder why a little girl like her is in the gym.
hahaha, nabeelah nabeelah.
see you tomorrow kecik! lol.

#

ooooooooohhhhhh, baby's sick. he called me just now in the car. lol.
get well soon syg. haha. love u.

im alone at home and im scared.

syg, da rindu kkkkkkk.

i've decided.. to loosen my curls(as if they're not loose enough haha)

or maybe, i'll curl them back again.

omg, i'm so fickle-minded.

:(

3.

omg chalet yesterday was extremely fun! like seriously, although naz informed me like sooooooo last minute. i even brought amir! hahaha(they asked me to)

we reached there around 5, and woon kiat fetched us from macdonalds.
ahhhhhhhh, it was such a joy to see my primary school mates again. Hohoho, even though it was incomplete. there wasn't even izzah or ica around.
:(

andandand we started bbq-ing but then the hotdogs were burnt halfway, so we threw it away.
i went in most of the time cus i couldn't take the heat manxzxzxzxz. it was sooooooo hot and i was perspiring like mad.

went in, joke around, caught up with each others lives, went outside, ate, then took pictures, then to macdonald's to get nazurah's caramel frappe.
we even wanted to take like.. 10 curry sauce from macdonalds! but couldnt. lol.

oh btw, pictures at my multiply. i even have to upload them at facebook, for bibiana. hohoho.

& seriously, syabil can be my gossip partner. haha.

2.

HAPPY(belated)BIRTHDAY, ABANG!

sorry picture berzaman. so hard to find a nice picture of you!
hahah, 20 years old already. Please act more mature since you're going NS in like.. 3 days.
I'll miss you, though.

PS: my siblings are so old.